So here I am again with a new blog...
I had started writing in Hindi before for not any reason or there might be one that these days I had been watching RAMAYAN by Ramanand Sagar.
Even I don't why and even don't why I am writing this also, tomorrow is a paper of LS and I don't what LS stands for. But it might be just because my papers are not going well and I am kind of afraid of what's gonna happen next.
This has been always a problem that I have been facing from last 21 years , always lost in the thought of what's gonna happen next....
When I used to be a kid then in this situation I would have gone to my Papa and ask him what to do and He used to answer it in his usual smile do what you think is good for you...
This Question haven't changed in last 21 years and not the answer and not even the expression. I used to think that if I am gonna ask him this again He's going to give me a good beating but then that didn't happened till now. Its not that I want a good one from him now but just that how can he control his emotions like that, for surely I would have given my child a good one and might have turned him down to blue and black for being so confused,but then that's why I am not one till now.
But I think that's why I love my Papa,no not for beating me, for not getting annoyed from my silly ones. I even love him for always smiling,saving me from my Mom. Ugh I think the list goes endless, but i think i might one day hate him for still treating me like a kid and loving Raghav(he's my nephew) more than me.
I still remember when I was a kid he once said to me that always smile because people wants to be around the one who smile not crying, and promise me you wont cry again. But I broke that when I fall from a bicycle, when i lost a match, when I a girl refused to talk to me and When my dear Grandma left her body. Ok I cried when someone said that I might get expelled, when Nishant beaten me, When Rubin forgot my birthday and even when I was beating hell out of a boy, but I was kid then. But I think He never cried except when He felt alone when his mother went away in the sky to become a star because I found his pillow being wet and eyes swollen and my Mom confirmed.
I had been really a kid whom he loved a lot, first I thought might be because "Pundits" told that I wont live for longer due to some dasha. But they given him the Remedy.... yes the red colour in which u people might find me today and He used to dress me completely red and now its hard to imagine for me. But then even after I have been troubling him for last 21 yrs 80 days 5 hrs 43 min and some hell of seconds he is still loving me.
I remember a instance in which I could have get some spanking from him.....
It was once when I bragged that my Papa is really frank and I can talk to him on any matter and suddenly a Friend asked me to ask him about how to propose(that's the kind of friends I have always ready to see me dead). I said that's simple, straight froward to my home but He was not there for God's sake(that's what my Mom said to me when I told her the reason for being home early). She doubted of Black magic on me because its just asking Bush how much he loves Saddam or Israel. But as I had to ask a question so it has to happen "Aakhir izzat ka sawaal tha". So I went to him in the night when He was listening to some Kishore's music, He's relaxing and here I was with a big problem that how should I propose. So I fired it. Close your mouths I said it a round way, I said "Papa aapko pata hai mera ek dost ek ladki ko propose karne jaa raha hai? " My mom was shocked as I might have told Tomorrow is a Doomsday. But for a time both of us were looking to Him for his reply. He said "Ladka hai to ladki ko hi propose karega.."
I thought that's great He's in a jolly mood and even if I had ask him to give his Ray Ban he could have handed those to me but as you know I am not that smart. So it was...
Me: par wo dusri cast ki hai...
Papa: tuje kya karna hai..
Me:(To propose to me hi karne wala hun) Nahi magar aise kaise koi ladki ko propose kar dega wo bhi OTHER CAST...
Papa: Tu apna kaam kar na..(a bit loud)
Me: Papa batao na kahin agar me hota to..
And this changed my Mom's expression as I might have Questioned the Existence of her Deity.
My heart sank down I thought people fall in pit but I have Jumped in Gulf.
But then His usual smile and said ,"Wohi karna jo tuje sahi lage"...
I was so relief I tell you. It was a same feeling like what Pakistanis might have felt after a war with INDIA.
Bach gaye...
But to be frank Papa's rabbit hearted son did that after 4 years...
Yes, I said it to a girl...
And the reply was...
NO.
No No she didn't say no but she didn't even said YES. yes it was no reply.
And I am waiting for that reply still its been more than a year now.
But now I am afraid. What if she said no or what if she even didn't recognise me. I hate STD love. It should always be local.
But I am ready if she said no. I am gonna hand her a Copy and ask her to write.
Q: Why you said NO. Explain? 100 marks.
And please I don't want you to fail....
Waiting for your reply..
Just wait a minute I think I have written a lot and if had written that much in my paper I might have scored some extras...
And not to face such situation again I'll take a leave on this note and please wish me a luck....
I had started writing in Hindi before for not any reason or there might be one that these days I had been watching RAMAYAN by Ramanand Sagar.
Even I don't why and even don't why I am writing this also, tomorrow is a paper of LS and I don't what LS stands for. But it might be just because my papers are not going well and I am kind of afraid of what's gonna happen next.
This has been always a problem that I have been facing from last 21 years , always lost in the thought of what's gonna happen next....
When I used to be a kid then in this situation I would have gone to my Papa and ask him what to do and He used to answer it in his usual smile do what you think is good for you...
This Question haven't changed in last 21 years and not the answer and not even the expression. I used to think that if I am gonna ask him this again He's going to give me a good beating but then that didn't happened till now. Its not that I want a good one from him now but just that how can he control his emotions like that, for surely I would have given my child a good one and might have turned him down to blue and black for being so confused,but then that's why I am not one till now.
But I think that's why I love my Papa,no not for beating me, for not getting annoyed from my silly ones. I even love him for always smiling,saving me from my Mom. Ugh I think the list goes endless, but i think i might one day hate him for still treating me like a kid and loving Raghav(he's my nephew) more than me.
I still remember when I was a kid he once said to me that always smile because people wants to be around the one who smile not crying, and promise me you wont cry again. But I broke that when I fall from a bicycle, when i lost a match, when I a girl refused to talk to me and When my dear Grandma left her body. Ok I cried when someone said that I might get expelled, when Nishant beaten me, When Rubin forgot my birthday and even when I was beating hell out of a boy, but I was kid then. But I think He never cried except when He felt alone when his mother went away in the sky to become a star because I found his pillow being wet and eyes swollen and my Mom confirmed.
I had been really a kid whom he loved a lot, first I thought might be because "Pundits" told that I wont live for longer due to some dasha. But they given him the Remedy.... yes the red colour in which u people might find me today and He used to dress me completely red and now its hard to imagine for me. But then even after I have been troubling him for last 21 yrs 80 days 5 hrs 43 min and some hell of seconds he is still loving me.
I remember a instance in which I could have get some spanking from him.....
It was once when I bragged that my Papa is really frank and I can talk to him on any matter and suddenly a Friend asked me to ask him about how to propose(that's the kind of friends I have always ready to see me dead). I said that's simple, straight froward to my home but He was not there for God's sake(that's what my Mom said to me when I told her the reason for being home early). She doubted of Black magic on me because its just asking Bush how much he loves Saddam or Israel. But as I had to ask a question so it has to happen "Aakhir izzat ka sawaal tha". So I went to him in the night when He was listening to some Kishore's music, He's relaxing and here I was with a big problem that how should I propose. So I fired it. Close your mouths I said it a round way, I said "Papa aapko pata hai mera ek dost ek ladki ko propose karne jaa raha hai? " My mom was shocked as I might have told Tomorrow is a Doomsday. But for a time both of us were looking to Him for his reply. He said "Ladka hai to ladki ko hi propose karega.."
I thought that's great He's in a jolly mood and even if I had ask him to give his Ray Ban he could have handed those to me but as you know I am not that smart. So it was...
Me: par wo dusri cast ki hai...
Papa: tuje kya karna hai..
Me:(To propose to me hi karne wala hun) Nahi magar aise kaise koi ladki ko propose kar dega wo bhi OTHER CAST...
Papa: Tu apna kaam kar na..(a bit loud)
Me: Papa batao na kahin agar me hota to..
And this changed my Mom's expression as I might have Questioned the Existence of her Deity.
My heart sank down I thought people fall in pit but I have Jumped in Gulf.
But then His usual smile and said ,"Wohi karna jo tuje sahi lage"...
I was so relief I tell you. It was a same feeling like what Pakistanis might have felt after a war with INDIA.
Bach gaye...
But to be frank Papa's rabbit hearted son did that after 4 years...
Yes, I said it to a girl...
And the reply was...
NO.
No No she didn't say no but she didn't even said YES. yes it was no reply.
And I am waiting for that reply still its been more than a year now.
But now I am afraid. What if she said no or what if she even didn't recognise me. I hate STD love. It should always be local.
But I am ready if she said no. I am gonna hand her a Copy and ask her to write.
Q: Why you said NO. Explain? 100 marks.
And please I don't want you to fail....
Waiting for your reply..
Just wait a minute I think I have written a lot and if had written that much in my paper I might have scored some extras...
And not to face such situation again I'll take a leave on this note and please wish me a luck....
