Zindagi na Milegi Doobara...

Zindagi na milegi Dobara...

I am not an idiot who will be writing blog in the late night basically its really late its 1:15 AM to give an review about the movie.

But I dare to take this title from a movie for my blog and Mr.Akhtar I am just borrowing it...

What happened suddenly is that this title has asked me to think over. Life is good as they say Have a job, proud parents, noble friends then what else do you need. I have it all but still that happiness is missing from the life.

There is something that has been haunting me now from last 3 years. Why it always happens to me? This Question that I always put to myself after I lose but never been able to answer or I think it’s just that I don't want to accept that answer.

It has always been my fault and I had always been afraid to accept it. Don't know will ever be able to do so or as usual sit in the corner and say it to myself "It was my damn destiny"...

From now on no more blame on the destiny because it was never, it was me who made wrong choices and fall into this trap.

Whether it may be Ms V or Ms M it was always my fault. How can you go to someone's house to gift her CHOCOLATE and damn how could I, a person with ugly face round belly could even dream of being accepted by her. And that also when she has an boyfriend, who said it matters if he's your pal. Wrong CHOICE!!!!

Years past and that ugly fat round ass thought he's luck might change but yet he forgets that he makes a wrong choice...

This time Ms V was replaced by Ms.M but the story didn't change.

But I always wanted to ask these far more beautiful, intelligent and mature girls that if you people had these qualities then how could you ask your boyfriend to threaten me or how could you end up making fun of me in front of your friends.

Was saying NO is that difficult. I don’t think so.

What was there that you had to prove? What was there in ur mind when you were making a fun of simple innocent idiot lame, whatever I was?

"I don't believe in LOVE MARRIAGE..." you said this when I told you what I felt about you. What know the PAPA's BETI has changed her morals or rewritten the pact that she promised herself to follow always?

I don't know what will happen in the future but If it’s all about loving a person who is wealthier and wise then you then I think you had your moment and again I MADE THE WRONG CHOICE..

Hope the words one day reach to you as I wanted to say it for a long time now but said it now as "Zindagi Na Milegi Doobara".

P.S. I love YOU!!!(NOT YOU LADIES AND THIS TIME I HAS SAID QUITE SIMPLE RATHER THEN JALEBI TYPE'S THAT YOU COMPLAINS)...