पल.....

'पल ' ये एक ऐसा शब्द है जिसका मेरे लिए कभी कोई मतलब नही था पर अब समज में आता है की ये शब्द क्या था। 'पल' वो लम्हा है जो गुजर जाने के बाद लौट के नहीं आता, 'पल' वो एहसास है जिसके होने सब कुछ मिल जाता है।
हर किसी की ज़िन्दगी में कुछ ऐसे लम्हे होते है जो उन्हें अंदर तक झंझोर देते है तो कुछ ऐसे होते है जो पूरी ज़िन्दगी काटने के लिए काफी होते है। मुझे ये तो नहीं पता की ये सही है की नहीं पर सब सुना जरुर है,पर गोया कभी ये गुजरा नहीं है। इक बार ऐसे ही किसी सफ़र में कोई मिल गया था वो कुछ हंसकर बोले और हम इससे कुछ और ही समझे। कब ये नासमज दिल समजदार हो गया पता ही न चला बस उनके केशुओं में खोता ही चला गया।

Zindagi na Milegi Doobara...

Zindagi na milegi Dobara...

I am not an idiot who will be writing blog in the late night basically its really late its 1:15 AM to give an review about the movie.

But I dare to take this title from a movie for my blog and Mr.Akhtar I am just borrowing it...

What happened suddenly is that this title has asked me to think over. Life is good as they say Have a job, proud parents, noble friends then what else do you need. I have it all but still that happiness is missing from the life.

There is something that has been haunting me now from last 3 years. Why it always happens to me? This Question that I always put to myself after I lose but never been able to answer or I think it’s just that I don't want to accept that answer.

It has always been my fault and I had always been afraid to accept it. Don't know will ever be able to do so or as usual sit in the corner and say it to myself "It was my damn destiny"...

From now on no more blame on the destiny because it was never, it was me who made wrong choices and fall into this trap.

Whether it may be Ms V or Ms M it was always my fault. How can you go to someone's house to gift her CHOCOLATE and damn how could I, a person with ugly face round belly could even dream of being accepted by her. And that also when she has an boyfriend, who said it matters if he's your pal. Wrong CHOICE!!!!

Years past and that ugly fat round ass thought he's luck might change but yet he forgets that he makes a wrong choice...

This time Ms V was replaced by Ms.M but the story didn't change.

But I always wanted to ask these far more beautiful, intelligent and mature girls that if you people had these qualities then how could you ask your boyfriend to threaten me or how could you end up making fun of me in front of your friends.

Was saying NO is that difficult. I don’t think so.

What was there that you had to prove? What was there in ur mind when you were making a fun of simple innocent idiot lame, whatever I was?

"I don't believe in LOVE MARRIAGE..." you said this when I told you what I felt about you. What know the PAPA's BETI has changed her morals or rewritten the pact that she promised herself to follow always?

I don't know what will happen in the future but If it’s all about loving a person who is wealthier and wise then you then I think you had your moment and again I MADE THE WRONG CHOICE..

Hope the words one day reach to you as I wanted to say it for a long time now but said it now as "Zindagi Na Milegi Doobara".

P.S. I love YOU!!!(NOT YOU LADIES AND THIS TIME I HAS SAID QUITE SIMPLE RATHER THEN JALEBI TYPE'S THAT YOU COMPLAINS)...

Is it a downfall?

These days the most hot topic is corruption but i ensure you that i won't be taking you through that whole shit of talking again.
But what really is bothering me the level of degradation Indian cinema has fallen into. People are out of ideas and in that context are making the remakes of the south or the oldies.
Where some look at these remakes as the comparison, as it was in the case of the DON, where both the so called shenshah and the badshah of the industry came to face to face. But the result was as expected neither the movie make it to the top nor the actor and in fact the later had to came in the public to accept that he's nothing in comparison to the SHENHSHAH.
Similarly, the remakes of the south hits like Ready,Singham,Bhool Bhulaiya,Wanted and many more that i have forgotten and many are going to hit the screens soon. Even HAHK is also a remake of the south film.
I don't know why this is going on like this can't they generate a story of their own to carry forward rather than sticking to the remakes of the oldies or south hits.
But since it is not that all are Anu Malik in this industry their are some who like to compose something of their own and such is the example of the young talent that is coming in the upfront of the silver screen.
Bejoy Nambiar,Abhinay Deo,Luv Ranjan are the directors who have come up with the movies like Shaitan, Delhi Belly, PKP respectively.
So the people have the ideas its just that they need some one to believe them.
After watching delhi Belly even now I can think that one day I'll be sitting in PVR to watch Indian Pie series like its contemporary American.
Lets hope to see some phadu pictures this year yet there has been pnlu three that have left any impact and all the three were fresh scripts in the sense were not copied.